Merepek, Mengarut atau Kegilaan

Assalamualaikum....
Semua pembaca yang dihormati....
Ari niy aq just nk mengarut jer...
Sebab aq sndiri tgh confuse...
Aq rase mcm nk jd budak2 semula...
Sebab budak2 akan buat ape yg die suke...
Die x fikir pon pasal akibat yg akan mennimpa...
Aq nk jd budak2 supaya aq ley luahkan ape yg aq rase...
Selama niy kat that certain sum1...
I really want her to know...
I want to hear from herself...
Een if I lost her...
I just can burst my tear cos I am a kid...
Aq x tau ape yg die sdg fikirkan...
Aq x tau ape yg ada dlm ati die...
Aq jgk x tau what gonna happen next...
My next step will make a different...
Sum1 please help me through this journey...
It really difficult and I am losing...
I don't want to lose cos I am a winner...
Please help me...